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    Alex Grey and Mind Parasites

       by  Jonathan Zap © 2006

  (The following derives from a discussion I had with Alex Grey in 2005.)

      Alex (left) and Jonathan at Cosm in NYC

( The cover design comes from a pen and ink drawing I made when I was seventeen entitled, "Parasites.")

I have just produced a multi hour audio presentation entitled Mind Parasite Matrix.  You can get the entire eight hour and 39 minute program on one MP3 CD for $9.95 (playable on most computers, some DVD players, etc.) or on five regular CDs for $19.95. The MP3 CDs have a couple of hours of extra content, spoken versions of some of the documents which are also on the website, so if you can play an MP3, that's the best deal.  Or you can get the 5 regular audio CDs plus the MP3 for $23.95.  All versions include almost three hours of interviews with mind parasite experiencers and other material not to be found anywhere else.  Both prices include shipping, we'll try to get them out sooner, but allow 3-4 weeks for delivery.  Hit any of the pay pal buttons in Products and Services (teal colored orb) and then change the price and description to what you want. Pay by check or MO info on there as well.  Mind Parasite Matrix includes everything I've learned about this phenomenon  and new material not on my site.  My two DVD set---- Prophecy and the End of Time and Looking Toward the Event Horizon  include a briefer discussion of mind parasites and puts them in an evolutionary context.     

      I had a vision of the group soul of humanity as a perfectly circular pool of intense living light. All around the rim of the milky pool were a complex variety of sexual rites, a metaphor for all social interaction. Translucent Hindu deities swooped over the group taking the excessive energy of the shimmering pool and passing through the group as ecstasy and pain. I saw that the reason we were all brought together was to provide a psychic energy feast for the Gods and Goddesses.  I saw my heart as the axis of karmic, earthly, and universal energies, transected by and uniting the polarities of male/female, birth/death, good/evil, and love/hate. To maintain a balance of forces we all fed both Deities and Demons.
       

 This visionary experience eventually became the masterpiece “Demons and Dieties Drinking from the Milky Pool."

    The demons and deities were feeding from a pool of "vibratory energetic milk" created from human activities of all kinds, though Alex used sexual coupling to represent human activities in general. I suggested that that the couplings were “visual shorthand of human energetic transactions of all kinds” and Alex responded enthusiastically to that description.  Apparently, the deities were drinking from a vibratory pool of the energetic metabolism of the species so that through the pool they were drawing energy from the entire species. 

      A reductive way of describing Alex's vision that just occurred to me is: a vision of the top of the food chain.  The painting, however, is much more than that, it is a revelation of the human form transcending the food chain.  Transcending does not mean removing or floating above something.  What you transcend is still present, and the transcendent state includes that which is transcended while new vistas of awareness are added.  Alex's paintings are "forbidden seeing" ----revelations of what is hidden but that the species desperately needs to see.  Ordinarily we see ourselves as the top of the food chain, but Demons and Deities... reveals this as a delusion convenient to those who harvest our energy.  Another realization about this painting is that it is a classic illustration of the alchemical principle of "as above, so bellow."   We see the same range, if more polarized, of darkness and light amongst the dieties at the cardinal points of the mandala as we do in the human couplings that form the perimeter.  And there is the same range in the chaotic loft where some people were acting out dark compulsions while Alex was receiving a transcendent vision which would eventually become a revelatory gift to the collective.

      Alex’s artistic decision to represent all human activities by a range of sexual couplings was no random choice.  Sexual chi is a potent energetic food to be harvested by human parasites and predators and possibly other types of parasites and predators. Orgasms can be viewed as energetic flowers blossoming in the collective human energy field.  The couplings are arranged in a kind of circular spectrum from loving couplings to atavistic, sadistic looking couplings.  Benevolent entities appear to be feeding off the energy of the loving couplings and demonic entities, one of which looks like a devouring vagina, are feeding off of the degraded  (sex as a metaphor for power)  couplings. Orgasms, which are energetic eruptions into, and interpenetrations with the collective human field, vary from the ecstatic unions of loving soul mates to the sadistic ejaculations of rapists.  The couplings that Alex depicts in this image can be viewed as a circular spectrum of these possibilities oriented to the cardinal points of a mandala where there are also associated deities. 
         

       The background of Alex’s vision is also interesting and instructive.  He was in a chaotic boundary-dissolving experience mostly with people he didn’t know. Socially dense environments of strangers and substances mixing together are likely to default to lowest common denominator factors of social parasitism/sexual predation/ chaotic acting out of fragmented personalities---what I sometimes call a carnival of lost souls.  Everything depends on who are the particular people in a group that is having a boundary dissolving experience or ritual. Naïve people frequently forget this, think the ritual is what matters and take all comers, but this can be a disaster! Generally speaking, it is probably wise to avoid having boundary dissolving experiences (such as sex and hallucinogenic experiences) with people you don’t know and wouldn’t trust with your life, because very likely you are trusting them with your life.  There are, of course, exceptions to everything and a visionary as great as Alex Grey was able to rise above the experience and receive a great vision about human energy and the entities that harvest it. (Though I have a feeling he wouldn’t choose to be in another such chaotic situation.) Otherwise I caution people about doing things like going to a rave with a sketchy vibe redolent of  prowling sexual agendas and opening themselves to the toxic energy by taking a boundary dissolving substance. Unless you want to internalize a Carnival of Lost Souls it is probably not wise to blow yourself wide open in an setting of trance-inducing music/ lighting and stoned people, many of them on the prowl for parasitic sexual encounters. 

         The power of this image is that it shows those who harvest our energy and yet at the center of the image is the human empowerment that occurs as we awaken to the food chain, as Alex did. The ancient Gnostics had similar visions and called the harvesting dieties the "Archons"    (see A Gnostic View of Mind Parasites).  Notice how closely the scenario described below parallels a modern alien abuction experience.

       (The following ancient Gnostic text is excerpted from the superb metahistory.org website here's the link to the full article http://www.metahistory.org/GnosticCatechism.php)  (and sorry about any formatting anomalies,  we're working on it)

From The First Apocalypse of James (NHC V, 3), a revelation dialogue in which an unnamed teacher (the "Lord" or "Master") confers secret knowledge upon a Gnostic named James:

The Master said: James, behold, I shall reveal to you the path of your redemption. Whenever you are siezed and you undergo death-pangs (mortal fear), a multitude of Archons may turn on you, thinking they can capture you. And in particular, three of them will sieze you, those who pose as toll collectors. Not only do they demand toll, but they take away souls by theft.

Now, when you come under their power, one of them who is the overseer will say to you: "Who are you, and where are you from?"

You are then to say to him, "I am a child of humanity and I am from the Source."

He will then say to you, "What sort of child are you, and to what Source do you belong?"

You are to say to him, "I am from the pre-existent Source, and I am the offspring of the Source."

Then he will say to you, "Why were you sent out from the Source?"

Then you are to say to him, "I came from the Pre-existent One so that I might behold those of my kind and those who are alien."

And he will say to you, "What are these alien beings?"

You are to say to him: "They are not entirely alien, for they are from the Fallen Sophia (Achamoth), the female divinity who produced them when she brought the human race down from the Source, the realm of the Pre-Existent One. So they are not entirely alien, but they are our kin. They are indeed so because she who is their matrix, Sophia Achamoth, is from the Source. At the same time they are alien because Sophia did not combine with her like in the Source (her divine male counterpart), when she produced them."

When he also says to you, "Where will you go now?"

You are to say to him, "To the place when I came, the Source, there shall I return." And if you respond in this manner, you will escape their attacks.

(NHC V, 3. 33 - 34: 1- 25. Translation from NHLE 1990, pp. 265-6 and Kurt Rudolf, Gnosis, p. 174-5.)

           What I find absolutely amazing is that Alex, in creating this painting, has followed the instructions of the unnamed Gnostic teacher to perfection.  The image shows that which is human and alien.  It also shows that man is from the source and at the center.  This is the secret of our transcendence of the food chain according to the Gnostics.  The Archons are masters of deception who manipulate by encouraging us to give away our power to external saviors and authorities.  We become like the living dead when they succeed, like Tolkien's ring wraiths----withered obsessed beings forever craving but unable to reach "the precious" which could take the form of a an object or person of desire, or a fanatic ideology/fundamentalist religion that enslaves us to its version of salvation.  When they succeed we all become possessed suicide bombers hungry for death and the false hope of some version of the seventy-two virgins in paradise. The way out of this matrix is the recognition that we are of the source, of the source of nourishment, and an incompleteness is revealed in the Archons because they must depend on us for their derivative nourishment. Clearly Alex was brought out from the source to behold such things and share with us his revelations.

      A way out of this bondage is the path of wholeness which is our birth right.  The principle of androgyny, the inner alchemical marriage of yin and yang, masculine and feminine, releases us from an enslaved relation to the matrix.  I have written about this in Casting Precious into the Cracks of Doom-----Androgyny, Alchemy, Evolution and the One Ring

         Two of Alex’s paintings in his most recent book, Transfigurations, depict what seem to me a mind parasite attack and the human condition of bondage and mind insertion.  In the painting on the left entitled “Despair” we see a figure with his head down on a table being attacked by small entities equipped with stingers and insectile parts while inside the mouth of some larger deity. The points of attack seem to correspond to chakras.   In "Self Hate/ Endarkenment" we see humans held in shackles and an entity appears to be stinging the figure in the foreground in the third eye. To me it seems as if it is inserting its mind or will into this human victim.